Monday morning, Thurday afternoon I broke out of the schedule but still got all the creative things done I wanted.
There is still no sign of the guitar pick. In looking for it I found a mediation and prayer pamphlet tucked in my banjo case and spent time chanting such a nice way to be flexible with my needs. 

Time is less essential; knowing what I want to get done before the end of the day helps. The structure gave me what I needed to get out of my emotional valley and discover there are things I like to do. I like to read, to cook, draw, make music ect. In general living is pretty nice. On my Thursday walk I got to pet a puppy and see children giggling and chasing each other with water.

I having a feeling my job search will soon put me back to work and this time of healing will change. That will be the real challenge, keeping my creative goals while working.

I will think more long term. With so many interests where to start?